“She wrote to stay sane.
The words of a masochist.
The needs of a woman.
The fears of a lost soul.
The dreams of one with no hope.
She wrote to drown out the voices.
She wrote.”
The notification lights up my screen, with the word “Image”
attached. My stomach tightens involuntarily as I reach for my phone. I take a
breath and pause, feeling the anticipation wash over me.
I had texted Sir earlier, “It would really make me happy if
you sent me one of you…later…pretty please?”
I don’t really understand women who say that they don’t want
to see their partner’s “junk.” Even the way the phrase it – “junk” – is disrespectful. Would we like to hear, ‘No baby…I don’t want
any pictures of you naked – I don’t want to see your junk”? I think not! Maybe
it is just because my friends are vanilla that they have this attitude? But
even when I myself was living a vanilla existence, I always felt a reverence for
a great cock. I am looking at the picture of Sir’s as I write this. I am so
distracted. I can feel the heat building between my legs.
I opened it up last night and let out an audible moan. There
it was, grasped firmly in his hand. The longing to take him in my mouth so real
my mouth watered. Damn I love that cock. The way it tastes, the way it feels,
the sounds he makes, the way it gets harder when I stroke it with my hands and
mouth just the way he likes. If I could only have one thing sexually for the
rest of my life it would be his cock in my mouth.
I used up my ‘restriction free’ evening last night to
fantasize of all of the ways I have enjoyed Sir’s beautiful cock, and how wonderful
it will be the next time I can touch it in person.
“People think that intimacy is about sex.
But intimacy is about truth.
When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is “you’re safe with me” –that’s intimacy.”
— The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo: A novel by Taylor Jenkins Reid
Let’s all strive for intimacy… That’s where the magic happens. ..
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